For such a long time, I have let the past define who I am today. Ok, thats what happens, but I mean every time I've purged or self harmed or wanted to commit suicide, I have let those memories and feelings mould me into the reclusive depressive psycho. I want so much to be happy.
I want to change but I don't know how!?!?
Also apologies C, you asked me how I was and I just ignored you. I honestly don't know how I feel - uncertain?